The lesson of this game reminded me that I tend to adopt a very negative outlook towards life. I wrote a review for this game, which I very much extolled, but listening to this song reminds me of what this game taught me. I'm still very lonely, but at least I can play this game and hope that one day I'll be able to reunite with them. To the point that most of my imaginary friends has gone away to protect me of those judgements. I cryed a lot because I feared someone would see me talking to my imagination. All I had was my plush toys and my imagination, and even being a kid, people looked down to me when they caught me talking alone. Every friendship I've made that time would disappear on the next year (they changed classes, schedules, schools or even cities), and I weren't allowed to have pets, so I've never actually had a real friend. Finding Paradise makes me remember all the friends I could never exactly interact with: all the way to high school, I've always been the very shy kid, who never talks to anyone. I've just finished To The Moon and Finding Paradise, and this song in particular makes me cry more than all the others. Need to thank my ex, letting me know how alone I made myself when I never needed to be like that. "Thank you for having been there, even when nobody else was." I need to to let my past go now.
"To The Moon" and "Everything is alright" was for my ex. Thank you for your masterpiece Kan Gao and Laura in this much needed timing. I WANTED someone to see me and be there for me so I imagined him to be that special. Until Finding Paradise came out and this song, making me realise, he wasn't really the one who saw me or be there for me. I was devastated for a long time, losing my direction for life. He left because we're too distant from each other. So I sent him that song hoping he'll be with me even he doesn't understand.
However, I guess his family was too happy to really relate to my story. He was the first one who sees the pain in me.
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Made friends in uni but I've isolated myself for so long that I don't know how to really connect to people anymore. My classmates used to compliment me as a smart girl and have it all, but I was absolutely broken inside - I had no one. I worked hard and got good grades in school and got into uni. Not even my family and high-schoolmates know cause I thought nobody would understand and know how to comfort me. I have depression from my dad's death and my mum's verbal abuse for years, but I suppressed and hid it from everyone. I sent "Everything's Aright" to my ex-boyfriend. I feel like I grow up spiritually with Gao's games.
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